I am so tired...

I'm tired. I'm tired of the construction on my house. I'm tired of giving the dog medicine every morning. I'm tired of taking my own medicine every night. I'm tired of going to work. I'm tired of smiling...at strangers, at co-workers, at friends. I'm tired of eating, smoking, and drinking. I just want to sit somewhere and watch the world go by for a few hours. I don't want to think, interact, or feel. My head needs a break.

I hope tomorrow I'm not so tired.