Dolorous and chafed

Tonight I can't sleep. Maybe it is the antibiotics, maybe it is the fact that I haven't had a FUCKING moment alone since sometime last week, maybe it is because I just keep listening to music rather than attempting to finish Swann's Way so I can be bored to sleep. Tonight, it is just me and the music...wishing that I was alone, wishing that someone wasn't always talking to me, wishing that I didn't have to smile, wishing that I was in my car driving with no destination...

What Would You Have Me Do by David Ford
Night After Night by The Sounds
The Hollows by Matt Pond PA
Your Ex-Lover is Dead by Stars
Gray or Blue by Jaymay
To Let Myself Go by Ane Brun